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What I WantI give anything to be anyone else.
I'd give anything to fall for someone else.
Too bad that every time I like a guy... I have no chance in hell with them.
I hate the way I look. I know I'm hideous.
I know I'm fat and yet there's nothing I can do about it.
I just wish that once I could have a guy who wont lie to me, wont use me, or play me.
And the worse part is, I have found this guy, but I can NEVER have him.
All I want to do is cry. All I do is cry.
I try to prove to him I TRULY am not like all the others.
And yet nothing will ever change his mind.
He will forever be afraid, and I he will forever have my heart.
I guess I must be only attracted to guys who don't think of me as anything more than a play mate.
I am nothing but a possible sex doll to the male race.
None of them will ever see me or want me for me.
All they ever see me as is just another girl to get in their bed.
I know what its like to be lied to; to be used for another's game; mentally abused.
He may be afraid of women a
Poetic PsychosisIn thirty seconds, the next shell would fall. Every night was the same, but every night Lorenzo experienced it as if it were the first time. His throat felt swollen; breathing was hard. He glanced around at the others; young men like him who had been shipped out in the name of honour and freedom. There was no honour in this, no freedom. Only death behind your eyelids, and a fear so gutting, that it carved out your innards and left you a hollow husk. Lorenzo tried to breathe, tried to assure himself that he was still whole, still made of flesh. They had lied when they told him he was ready.
Matteo ran towards him, arms out, rifle swinging uselessly at his side. He shouted for him to run, but Lorenzo remained motionless, unable to move as his friend’s warning was lost in the constant blare of gunfire. None of them were ready.
“The cycle is repeating. It is not safe.” The voice was soft and weak, yet it carried over the gunfire and battle cries without impediment.
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